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Name: Adam
Location: Florida, United States
Birthday: 10/10/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: anime, kamakaze watermelons, killing my teachers with sporks, video games, learning l33t 1nf0rm4t10n
Expertise: uhm... watching anime, making people laugh, acting a fool, acting, video games!
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  animejunkeeadam
Member Since:
5/19/2004
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| - total immortal
goodbye, delinquents.
for those of you that have been keeping up with my recent dramas, youll know that ive been recently attending "north tampa alternative", aka "the delinquent school". and you may ALSO know that we were trying to find a charter school that would take me, as well as considering the idea of home schooling. well, we found a school, and they are happy to take me. ^^! untill the end of the year, i will be attending "tampa charter school". it is a free charter school, with no school lunch.. which is good. that means i can eat ramen for lunch every day! ^^ yeyness! and they also have monthy field trips (this month is disney world XD). ADAM IS HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so... i just thought id let you all know...
oh, and for those of you too lazy to read that; adam isnt gonna get shanked, and he gets to eat ramen for lunch! w00t. | | |
| so much shit. thats all i can really say right now. so much shit, running through my head.so much worrying, so many things have happened, so many things have the possibility to happen...
fuck. the therapist said im "manic depressive". i found out later she couldnt medicate me, shes just a social worker. im begginning to wish i had pills. i know some of you arent fans of them, but you know what? nothing seems to be helping me out. i know i may seem like "happy-go-lucky adam", but its not that fucking simple. and you know what? if they would help me, get me out of the spiral im in right now, id take the pills every fucking day. and as for sleeping... ive given up. tried everything. i always just end up staring at the ceiling, 4 am, every thought possible racing through my mind. goddammit...
what worried me is my response when i found out i was getting into blake. i expected to be jumping up and down in joy, hugging people and shit. but instead... i just stood there. i didnt even care. theres something wrong with me, i know it.
my interview for the charter school is tommorow.
wish me luck. | | |
| - i just shook my head for a good 10 minutes, but i still cant get the "somethings wrong" feeling out of me. i dunno... something in my life just isnt sitting right. i dont even know what... it seems like things are looking up... ugh. i dunno. lets see; ive gotten into blake, ive got awesome friends, my mom trusts me again, im going to megacon soon, im getting out of "north tampa alternative"... everything seems like its getting better, right? but for some reason, i just cant shake the "somethings wrong feeling".
maybe the bad stuff is overpowering the good stuff in my head right now, is all. lets see; im missing the 8th grade banquet, i miss all my "my age" friends, i dont have a girlfriend, my mom is beggining to give up on me, i get harassed relentlessly at school, we're knee-deep in debt, ive begun to hate myself, my skin is getting worse, my insomnia is getting worse, i have major mood swings, im thinking about how fucked im gonna be when i go to blake next year from missing so much school...
or maybe its just cuz im depressed. | | |
| ... alot has happened. ill break it down for you.
today... alot of shit happened. i did my drama audition for blake, and i think overall... it went pretty well. then, immediately afterwards, i went to counsiling and she basically told me that im a depressed a.d.d. insomniac. hmm... i wonder if i can get teh pillz.. i hear they go for alot on the streets. heh... >_>;;
oh, and most importantly of all, i discovered that i dont need to go before the school board... itll be handled for me. i wont be coming back to orange grove (T_T) but i will be able to be home schooled! so, hopefully, ill see all my peeps at the beggining of 9th grade! or mebbe i can somehow get into the 8th grade banquet... MUAHAHAHA! mebbe if im someones date... >_> v_v <_< ^_^
~peace | | |
| - bukowski
mah new years eve!!! (kinda late, but still)
lemme see... i went to the mall with melanie (who was visiting) and emily, and bought those sexy pants i was gunna buy on gameworks night with the oushi crew at pac sun, i... "got" a bunch of manga at waldenbooks, i saw the aviator, i went home, found out dylan ditched me, went out to find him some time later, only to discover that a stick was thrown at his head, and he was bleeding. we later went and bought fireworks (without getting carded ) 7 minutes before new years, set them off on the way back to dylans house. then, we threw a smoke bomb into an RV, the smoke alarm went off. we heard firewtruck sirens 2 minutes later ^_^; i then peed in a light fixture, got the cops called on us, almost set my pants on fire (twice), and was about to make a small bomb when... my mom came home -_-;;
and hey, ive still got fireworks left over!! w00t. | | |
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